can you feel it in your veins
when the blade cuts into mine?
the blood pours down the drain and away from me.
thats the way i like it.
i never meant for it to end like this
but the pulsing in my heart becomming like a trance
a mantra that i need to escape
the paranoia was going to swallow me whole, i promise you.
drown me in all its fear.
i will hide the scars until they fade with the memories of you,
cry to me
sing to me,
isnt there anything you can do?
so many tears ive cried, i'd drown the world, what are you so afraid of?
will they hurt you when im gone?
or will you hate what you've become?
what happened to the boy i fell so in love with,
you used to be so kind.
what have they done, your twisted heart isnt where i wanted to be,
and im leaving now,
cant you see
you can find someone else who will play your games,
but im sick of being mocked.
im sick of being a loser,
the one that always fell in love.
and was never loved in return.
i'd write you a thousand songs knowing i'd never sing them
my harmony will never, wouldnt ever be a part of your melody.
sick in body and soul, im finished here.
the blood is fading away, and im going with it.